With all those little brittle parts you gave each time, I took so much effort to patch every little parts back, yet, the parts will never be perfect, no more.
It took me a day to settle down my feeling, but it takes less than half a day for everything to come back again. all those little effort done was useless.
i remember writing in my RJ that it took me 15minutes to be angry. 15minutes to consider the reason to be angry. when everything is a routine, does 15minutes still works well??
i hate it! hating to feel the brittle part everyday.