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8:12 PM
Is it just me that I'm feeling this way??
very very hectic lifestyle!!
that i have a hard time to breathe.
everyday having shitty pre-reading to read.
& the worst one is FYP ; FYP ; FYP & more FYP!!
it's the 5th week already & i still don't have any idea what i must do for FYP!!
wtf lah!! 3000 words report must submit during july.
i havent even write anything yet :(
my brain's dead & i cant even think of anything can??
I'm facing extreme bad sleep debt liaos lah!!
when everything goes different way..
when everything arn't perfect anymore..
it's hard to fall in love ; it's even harder to maintain a relationship.
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8:07 PM
I finally found sometimes to update an entry!!
Life is getting extreme hectic that i hardly find sometimes to rest.
Monday lesson was the best because i can slack throughout the lesson.
Tuesday lesson was the one i hated most because i don't like the faci & i have a hard time communicating. i regret choosing this module now.
Wednesday was my free day but fyp occupied the whole of the wednesday. *perturb ah* luckily fyp meeting was changed to tuesday after school instead :D *happy*
Thursday lesson was another relax one but lesson was stressful instead because it was soo dryyyy :(
Friday lesson was the worst because the faci was so bloody strict. No msn, no facebook, no msn plus more fine & fine.
Other than this, i have so much pre-reading to read.
my weekends is occupied just to read all this useless shyt.
Plus fyp is another that headache stuff.
holiday come quickly, so i have got more time to rest + chiong fyp.
Somehow, i feel the emptiness inside me again!!
GO AWAY. I HATE IT!
did i choose the right choice?
did i walk the right track?
i'm a big failure once again!!
i failed to make everything less hurtful.
i'm sorry, im such a big failure.
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11:02 AM
Tomorrow's gonna be a very very hectic day!!
[10-12 fyp , 2-4 fyp study, 4-5 sl meeting]
& what's more?
i still have to read pre-reading for the next day problem.
urgg!! why must study become so darn tiring??
can't they make it less tiring for us?
take away pre-reading for goodness sake.
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11:16 PM
though we have walked far,It's just a matter of time again,to get used to everything from scratch.i don't like to get used to thing.
because it will get numb and sad in my heart. & My heart hurts because I'm such a failure.yet AGAIN!!
i'll be fine, just less happier den before.
it's okay!! i will recover soon.
for now, pre-reading & more research to divert myself.
为什么我总是一个人??
为什么我感觉那么孤单??
我需要累积多久才有一万个快乐??
:(
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11:48 AM
I just realised my wednesday is booked with FYP!!
my free day was force to spend like this :(
Hope some adjustment can be made.
Anyway, pathethic weekends like i said!
& i managed to chiong T.drama.
Like finally i found sometimes to watch drama show. hee.
& aunt said she would buy me a new mattress if she tio 4d tonight.
because i'm having swollen red patch on my hand and leg can!!
stupid beddddyyyy!!
Now she own me 1.
but she's trying to get away from this :(
i demanded a new mattresss pretty pleaseee???
Oh, eyes's closing, my beddy's calling for me already.
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12:22 AM
Pathetic weekends i have.
that's why i have never like weekends at all.
Because everything would be different on a weekend.
though I'm feeling a little unhappy right now,
it's alright.
it's all about constraint.
i accept & i take it.
I'll just let it go & get to sleep!!
everything will be fine when i wake up.
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12:10 AM
Ohno!! we must be prepared to tackle the outbreak of swine flu Influenza A-H1N1 :(
which i pray hard, it will never happen.
we are still safe at the moment.
But, i still feel that my life is in danger :(:(
Our alert system as raise to orange, phase 5 pandemic.
It's time to pump for Vitamin C into my body to keep me HEALTHY :D
VITAMIN C & more VITAMIN C, more SLEEP :D
ALERT ORANGE:
Virus becoming increasingly better adapted to humans but may not yet be fully transmissible, requiring close contact with an index case. Larger clusters appear in one or two places outside Singapore but a pandemic has not yet been declared.
Phase 5 :
is characterized by human-to-human spread of the virus into at least two countries in one WHO region. While most countries will not be affected at this stage, the declaration of Phase 5 is a strong signal that a pandemic is imminent and that the time to finalize the organization, communication, and implementation of the planned mitigation measures is short.
what can we do? :
To leading a healthy lifestyle helps to build up your immunity and protects you against infection.▪ Eat a balanced diet, including plenty of fruit and vegetables.
▪ Be active. Do 30 minutes of physical activity at least 5 days a week.
▪ Learn to relax and have enough sleep and rest.
▪ Do not smoke.
Quoted from Ministry Of Health
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2:13 PM