I have been finding myself getting dumber ; silly and stupid each day. I wondered when will i not been such an idiot anymore. it don't worth to be an idiot doing something when people will not appreciate. feeling like screaming out loud loud loud LOUD LOUD LOUD now.
it has been sucky today. rejecting to go out with my family was a big dumb mistakes i have made. & my tummy's getting no where better and i have to make myself eat some dumbo maggie mee. people's enjoying nice food while i'm eating maggie mee. urgg!! life's so horrible for me.
until all dis while, all the mistakes that i have made can never be amended. & the biggest mistake i have made, was the fact that i'm a silly dumb idiot. and u will never find it in the whole world anymore.
facing the 4 walls at home, boredom. guess i shall go for a run.