Forever my babyboy♥

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Before i start posting, i want to say, I"M OKAY.
& please, no asking me of this and that.
i'll go MAD, i really will.

Remember those days before we get together..
i know you have someone in your heart/mind..
but i still want to know you & don't want to give up liking you.
& we always text each other and gossip about everything we can after i know you.
even to the extent that, i'm listening to you how much you want to be with that girl..
how tired you are when it's is only one sided love..
and even, how good that girl was, i'm listening to whatever you said without grumbling.
& when i cried my lung out when my 6months old MP3 was stolen in class,
you bluff me you will get me one, when i know you just want to console me.

At least, my effort is not wasted after months & months of liking you.
moreover,i'm the one who started liking you & i'm after-ing you.
& we finally got together :D

We have been through alots of ups and downs.. really alots.

I missed those time when you cared for me more than you cared for yourselves.
I missed those time when you spend almost half your time with me.
I missed how you dote on me, like a baby.
i missed how you send me home, where we will gossipp on th way..
& would get me whatever i want, even without me saying it.
& you really did fulfill the promise : to get me mp4.
& those 5 days at hongkong, especially during Disneyland.
how you accompany me instead of your friends.
how we get our chance to watch fireworks together..
I missed how we used to skip class and slack around..
I missed almost everything that i spent with you..
& i have to say.. you did alot to me, more than expected.
& i really really really appreciated it, ALOT ALOT.
alot more to say.. but not now.

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2 years 4 months 16 days of relationship.
YET... everything ended today.
I guess, i may not be a good GF.
especially after so long of been with you..
& i have so used to having you beside me.

thankiew for all the memories you gave.
a very memorable memories indeed.

Murphy law stated : " Whatever can go wrong will go wrong"
maybe, this sentence does apply to me now.

goodbye is nothing that scary..
but now, it hurts though..
everything's back to square 1 :(
& i'll always love you, inside this heart of mine.

thanks to all who have been here for me all this while :D
love you guys :)

♥our lips must always be sealed

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