Wave goodbye to 2008, await for 2009 to arrive. How i wish 2009 will not come that fast. 再给我两分钟, 让我把记忆结成冰. leaving 2008 means i have to put everything behind. i believe 2009 would be a better year, but i'm not going to leave everything behind. i have my own memories, which is important to me.
HAPPY NEW YEAR :D
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:06 PM
time checked : 1230pm.
Exactly 3days that i finished NEW MOON. The story was superb & i almost teared while reading the books. It's absolutely damn touching (: Now i see the unconditional love :D
Edward cullen said to bella swan : you'll always be the most beautiful things in the world.
ohmy, how sweet. why havent anyone said that to me. ENVY ENVY ENVY. *daydreaming all the way*
Not yet bought eclipse. wonder if it was even out of stock already?
NEW MOON TRAILER :D
Anyway, 13 more hours to 010109. Will it be the start of everything?
♥our lips must always be sealed 12:39 PM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Supposedly our 29th month.
Anyway, i'm happy that i have finished up SL ppt slide today. FINALLY DONE. Now i shall have all my times to my NEW MOON (: the story's getting real exciting. & this makes me damn engross with it.
Edward Cullen - Isabella Swan After this movie, i think they are compatible. They always look so sweet together lahs. haha. envy though. hahahahahaha.
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:53 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
TAGS REPLY (:
DST - : yupp, happy xst would be back sooner or later. don't worry. cheers (: : Yueguang, i think very sad lei. that's why it suits me eh. hehe.
DEBB - : Merry belated xmas my dear cousin too (: : very agree with you. THUMBS UP for twilight. i don't mind watching it again. hehe. & i tell u, the twilight series is damn thumbs up too. hehe.
WEISONG - : hohoho!! merry belated xmas too (:
YUANJUN- : i saw your beautiful blog already mei. thanks (: don't worry, i'm okay (: really.
Anyway, I'm seriously crazy over twilight now. being glued to breaking dawn this few day when i have not read new moon. & i can't resist my temptation of reading breaking dawn first. hahaha. imagining how they get married, to their honeymoon, to bella suspects that she was pregnant. how exciting & how it makes me want to continue reading (:
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:56 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
Why has this holiday becomes so boring? or issit me who is making this holiday so boring? because i'm in a very bad mood recently?? if this is so, what would happen during that 84 days[12 weeks] of long holiday?? excluding going Cambodia for 12 days. sigh.
used to await a new day to start, but now everyday is very torturing for me.
6 more days to 2009. will life get better??
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:27 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Has been celebrating my last 2 Christmas with HIM, but no more from now on. Feel so wierd without someone to go out with, whenever i want. Feel so wierd without someone to accompany me no matter how busy they are. Feel so wierd without someone to bicker with me. Feel so wierd without someone to cheer me up when i'm sad/emo/moody. Feel so wierd without someone to listen to all my nonsense and complaint. Feel so wierd without someone to chabo class with me. && Feel so wierd without someone to text with me, 24/7 :( I hate to be lonely, just me, i really hate it. but i have to know life still goes on without him.
Anyway, headed down to JP 2 with my aunt and bro. JP 2 might be a nice place for a shopping trip. but my leg hurts after walking for hours. hahas. brunch at ichiban & was too full to have dinner. currently, crazy over twilight & twilight. hahaha. i want the whole of twilight series please.
bought breaking dawn today, at 30% christmas discount. hohoho. new moon was my christmas gift by someone.
& i havent get twilight and eclipse. eclipse was out of stock, totally. as for twilight, intending to get next next time.
& the author is drafting a new book, based on edward (: omg, i'm waitingg for it to be released (:
i have got books + PSP (: hurray.
Sleeping late lately & waking up later. i'm back to how i used to be. totally twist my body clock & i guess i must twist back for 1 week 2 days of lessson soon. the rest will be skipping of lesson. WOOHOOO.
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:06 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Today's just like any other day.. Nothing special.
Anyway, Merry xmas everyone (:
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:47 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Have been rotting myself recently. Finally caught some movie this week, both yes man & twilight.
Yes Man was rather nice & hilarious. but saying "yes" or "no" to everything is not a good thing. I'll prefer saying "yes" & "no" based on how i feel :)
Thumbs up for Twilight. A vampire boyfriend, instead of harming you, protect you instead. how nice!! how sweet!! & i'm getting in love with Edward Cullen. i find him rather kawaii nei :) hohoho. i don't mind watching 2nd or 3rd time. heehee. i want to watch new moon, if the movie is airing. meanwhile, i shall get the books. hope there's still books around.
Anyway, headed down to school for SL meeting + YOG project. Finally finished what we should do, i guess. butbut, i feel kinda headache and sick now :( too tired already larh. haha.
SL TEAM GOAL : TOGETHER AS A TEAM
[let's put in our effort together to complete a successful project]
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:04 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
TAGS REPLY
JASON : SPL!! you twist the Murphy's law huh?? haha. i'm being positive lurhs. Anyway, thanks for your gift for pet society yea?? :D
DEBB : i think it's very difficult to use. hee. i'm okay and i'm smiling and cheerful. just sometimess :D u come more often lor?den i will cheerup and love u more.. bleahs.
JULIN :hey, thankiew for your concern. i think black background should have colorful colours. so i just make it as colourful as rainbow. hee :P
SAB : thankiew sab. i'll cheerup & know you guys will be there for me :) i just watched it today. yesyes, it's damn hilarious and great movie. thumbs up :)
DST-JH : Don't worry. i'm fine, really fine. it broods me at times but i'm staying positive and hyper like how i used to :D
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:52 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
always someone to accompany me every weekends, but now i don't. always someone to accompany me no matter how tired/busy, but now i don't. always someone to bicker with me, but now i don't. always someone to text with me from morning till midnight, but now i don't. always someone to accompany me like i used to, but now i don't.
maybe i'm still not get used to it. but i have to start adapting to how it was meant to be.
& the starts of fearing weekends to come.
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:55 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
i have been feeling moody this few days.. & getting paranoid and irritated by things easily.. which caused me to be in an angry mood. which i don't know why.all this is happening. i am, having some super bad moodswing. well, i know i have been some dumbo recently. nevermindd..
JOIN this everyone (:
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:52 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Before i start posting, i want to say, I"M OKAY. & please, no asking me of this and that. i'll go MAD, i really will.
Remember those days before we get together.. i know you have someone in your heart/mind.. but i still want to know you & don't want to give up liking you. & we always text each other and gossip about everything we can after i know you. even to the extent that, i'm listening to you how much you want to be with that girl.. how tired you are when it's is only one sided love.. and even, how good that girl was, i'm listening to whatever you said without grumbling. & when i cried my lung out when my 6months old MP3 was stolen in class, you bluff me you will get me one, when i know you just want to console me.
At least, my effort is not wasted after months & months of liking you. moreover,i'm the one who started liking you & i'm after-ing you. & we finally got together :D
We have been through alots of ups and downs.. really alots.
I missed those time when you cared for me more than you cared for yourselves. I missed those time when you spend almost half your time with me. I missed how you dote on me, like a baby. i missed how you send me home, where we will gossipp on th way.. & would get me whatever i want, even without me saying it. & you really did fulfill the promise : to get me mp4. & those 5 days at hongkong, especially during Disneyland. how you accompany me instead of your friends. how we get our chance to watch fireworks together.. I missed how we used to skip class and slack around.. I missed almost everything that i spent with you.. & i have to say.. you did alot to me, more than expected. & i really really really appreciated it, ALOT ALOT. alot more to say.. but not now.
. .. ... .... .....
2 years 4 months 16 days of relationship. YET... everything ended today. I guess, i may not be a good GF. especially after so long of been with you.. & i have so used to having you beside me.
thankiew for all the memories you gave. a very memorable memories indeed.
Murphy law stated : " Whatever can go wrong will go wrong" maybe, this sentence does apply to me now.
goodbye is nothing that scary.. but now, it hurts though.. everything's back to square 1 :( & i'll always love you, inside this heart of mine.
thanks to all who have been here for me all this while :D love you guys :)
♥our lips must always be sealed 9:47 PM
everything's not as simple as it is. everything's complicated. COMPLICATED. it's hard to love someone, it's harder to maintain a relationship. i have a duper mixed feeling now, i don't know, i really don't know.
i'm just someone who is strong on the outside, fragile in the inside =(
♥our lips must always be sealed 12:07 AM
Friday, December 12, 2008
Skipped school today, self proclaim holiday for me. So..It's TODAY :), my 3 weeks holiday is finally here. Have a good sleep all the way till 10plus11am. & met up with uncle at 1plus, wanting to finish applying shinyshiny glue to the board. then, uncle suggests to pop over to MARINA BARRAGE.I don't feel like going, cause i thought it would be boringggg.
But, when i first saw the place, it was not as appealing as i thought. not being demoralized, still with the thought that it would surprise me :D & yea, overall, the place was quite alright. at least, still some place for leisure. not for me definately.
after that, headed to watch bolt.
cause we got nothing better to do. quite hilarious and nicee :D
i'm dead tired. shall pop to bed soon. photo updates tomorrow instead of typing. im lazy.
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:08 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
holiday is just 1 day away. but i don't want to go school tomorrow. i just don't have the feel for school. sigh.
things not going my way. every thing's not fine not FINE. i'm back to the little emo girl like i used to. having damn mixed feeling now as usual. shyt me. i hate myselff :(
♥our lips must always be sealed 7:42 PM
Monday, December 08, 2008
just reach home an hour ago. after dim sum buffet at dragon gate restaurant. the food was alright but eat too much will feel like puking. i ate for like 30minutes after buffet started and i feel like puking so badly. after that, headed to vivo to stroll cause i'm super full. still feeling sibey tired while on the bus back..
while waiting for the dumbo food to come. it takes super long can. finally the food arrive. seem nice but it's not as tasty as expected. & thanks debra cuzzie. she bought this from shanghai. lovelove (:
being a whining little girl as usual. idk why too. recently down with moody syndrome or something. being angry/moody/emo recently. sucks man. down with slight headache & bad flu. & i'm dead dead tired now. i should have take a nap. sucks. i'm always such a LOSER.
♥our lips must always be sealed 5:19 PM
Saturday, December 06, 2008
PASS PP (: COMPLETED CE POINTS (:
LEFT WITH 1)SL TRIP 2)2 FYP
no more ut this few weeks. holiday's nearing nearing. it's time for more more drama show (:
♥our lips must always be sealed 1:13 PM
Thursday, December 04, 2008
today's extreme sway day. i'm being very forgetful. i'm being very careless. resulting, i SCALD my tight when having dinner. i'm strong & i didn't scream. but it was really really really PAINFUL :( & i'm glad, it's alright now.
i'm tempting of skipping class lately. skipping class is addictive somehow, after 1 times of skipping law lesson. holiday, please come soon. lesson aren't in favor now. it's BORING. but the reason why i feel like skipping class is.. i'm very very sleepy and tired lately. which i don't know why why why why why. & this make me don't feel like waking up at damn 6plus AM. for goodness sake, holiday please come now.
& things not going my way. im moody, im sad, im angry. should i follow my heart to do what i want?? especially to skip that dumbo lesson. i'm a loser, that i can't resist until last 2 weeks.
anyway, BTT in 11 days times.. i have got a damn feeling i will fail fail FAIL.
& CHRISTMAS is nearing. i want my AGNES B stuffs (:
♥our lips must always be sealed 8:44 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Days has been terrible lately. Being down with a bad flu yesterday. & now, i'm having a damn bad migraine. i seriously hate getting migraine. it makes me feel so so so so unwell. makes me feel so lazy to do things. makes me have the urge of vomiting due to the giddiness. roars. why cant the migraine go away & stop coming back?? i WANT to be WELLL!!
More Fats are gathering around me. i seriously need to cut down on my calories intake. stop being lazy and go for a run. maybe, being physcially fit can get rid of my migraine (: i really hope pleasee..
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:20 PM
Monday, December 01, 2008
Skipped school today, cause i only woke up at 1030am. got drenched the last few days, thus having bad flu and cough now. i feel so damn damn sick now. :( but today 1st time skipping school since 12 weeks of schooling. hehe. a very big acievement already;compare to last sem 3 sem. :P & i just finished watching miss no good ep 13 and 14. super de touching and nice lah. will there be miss no good part 2??? *daydreaming abit*