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Friday, November 30, 2007

i'm bored caused im waiting for my turn to present. & that faci is so long winded so i decided to do this quiz due to boredom. anyway, i find this quiz quite lame larh but i dun care much.

QUIZ ONE:
001. Real Name – Yeopeiwen
002. Nickname – wen, pig,
003. Single or taken – taken and forever unavailable.
004. Zodiac Sign - aries
005. Male or Female - Female
006. Elementary School – qifa.
007. Ipod – not getting mp3 again since that bloody idiot stole mine. :(
008. How many buddies on your list - lotslotslotslots..
009. friendster name – wenwen
010. Hair Color – golden brown
012. Hair Long or Short – not short not long
013. Eye Color - no idea.
014. Are you health freak – dunno but i want slim down
015. Height - im short.
016. Do you have a crush on someone - NO caused i already have my laogong.
017. Do you like yourself - obviously. i love myself.
018. Braces? - nope,looks ugly.
019. Think you're awesome? – dunno.
020. Piercings – 2.
021. Tattoo – i dun like tattoo.. yucky.

Your 'Firsts'
022. Surgery – never stay in hospital before.
023. First piercing – 6 or 7. cant remember that well.
024. First best friend – pauline
025. First Award – i think during k2 when i got dunno what prize.
026. First Sport You Joined – volleyball
027. First pet – tortoise
028. First vacation – no idea. on cruise?
029. First Concert – worked for the muse concert.
030. First love –
031. Favorite movie – no idea.
032. Favorite tv show – seldom watch tv ; drama more often.
033. Color – purple, blue,
034. Music – jay?energy?wilbur?rainie?
035. Drink – tea.
036. Body part not on the face – lols?
037. Cartoon – winnie the pooh pooh pooh
038. Favorite piece of clothing – dun have.
039. Brand Of Clothing – dunno what brand ; maybe dun even have any brand
040. What do you sleep with – bed,pillows,bolster,blanket and alot of winnie the pooh softie.
041. Favorite School – jtss
042. Favorite Animal(s) – puppy.
043. Favorite Book – 5 people u met in heaven ;
044. Favorite Magazine – seventeen ; teenage

What am i doing now?
045. Eating – nope.
046. I'm drinking – plain water.
047. I'm about to – start presentation
048. Listening to – fish leong : cest la vie (nice song)
049. Waiting For – him to reply my sms caused his working.
050. Watching – wanted to watch brown sugar macchiato.
051. Wearing – tee,short and jacket.

Your Future
052. Want Kids – i love kids. (2 kid is enough)
053. Want to Get Married – obviously, it's included in my future with him inside.
054. Careers in Mind – tourism tourism.
055. Lips or Eyes – eyes.
056. Hugs or Kisses – i want both. :X
057. Shorter or Taller – taller.
058. Romantic or Spontaneous – romantic
059. Nice stomach or nice arms – BOTH PLEASE
060. Sensitive or Loud – dunno. dun be that sensitive ba.
061. Hook-up or Relationship – relationship.
062. Sweet or Caring – both please.
063. Trouble Maker or Hesitant – dun give things from me is the best.
064. Kissed a Stranger – obviously not.
065. Drank bubbles – no.
067. Ran Away From Home – never.
068. Broken a bone – no.
069. Got an X-ray – yar,stupid xray kills 300000 of my cells. lol
070. Broken Someone's Heart – maybe.
071. Turned Someone Down – yupp
072. Cried When Someone Died – till now,no.
073. Cried at school – yupp.

Do You Believe In
074. God – sometimes.
075. Miracles – yup. miracle happen when i finally be with dear & also result gotten for o level.
076. Love at first sight – nope.
077 Aliens –no.
078. Magic – dunno
079. Heaven – guess so.
080. Santa Claus – nope. if santa exsit, please drop by my bed during christmas and give me 1 present :)
081. Sex on the first date – nooo.
082. Kissing on the first date – noo.
083. Angels – my guardian angel.

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QUIZ 2:

1. What bothers you right now? - worried about him.
2. What is your favorite month of the year? - 28july-dear and my anniversary
3. What was your dream last night? - i slept well.
4. What is your greatest fear? - getting hurt cause i cried easily.
5. What was the best thing that happened to you this week? - met dear and celebrate our 16th month anniversary
6. What are u planning to do this weekend? - nothing :( caused dear's working 4days :(
7. What can you promise to the one you love? - i promise that i will love him forever till eternity,i will stay loyal and faithful and never shall i leave him alone.
8. What will you wish for if you have a genie? - forever love
9. Who is the one you're thinking of right now? - him him him & him all around in my head
10. Who do you run to when you're down? - him or my closer frenx
11. Who are the most influential people in your life right now? - no idea
12. Who was the last person you went out with? - no one
13. Who will you call/text later? - him please.
14. Who completes your day? - him.
15. Who do you want to talk to right now? - him.
16. When will you take a bath? - evening/night
17. When will you watch a movie? - dunno.
18. When was the first time you fell in love? - when i met my dear cause he is the only 1 that make me fear to lose so much.
19. When was the last time you went out with your friends? - millions days ago.
20. When was the last time you said "i love you"? - i said it everyday so there will never be last.
21. When was the last time you read a book? - the last day of my history paper
22. When was the last time you asked for help? - just.
23. When was the last time you kissed? - ytd?
24. Do u easily get attracted to the opposite sex? - no.
25. Do u get jealous easily? - yupp.very easily.
26. Any people in-love with u right now? - my dear larh.
27. Want to get married? - obviously.
28. Last person u fell in-love/like with or currently in love/like with? - tanweekiat
29. Are u serious when it comes to relationships? - yupp.
30. Are you afraid of commitments? - yea
31. Do actions speak louder than words? - yup.
32. How can u say that a person loves you? - his sincerity and everything that he had done.

For Both quizzes, I tag: bored people come do this.. it kills boredom somehow.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Happy 16th month baby :)
love u superly much.


i'm so tired today that i almost skipped school today. i forced myself not to skip any lesson on wed anymore cause i skipped 1 ut and i don't want my gpa to be affected. today lesson is so screwed and my team presentation sucks cause i did it so it sucks. 2 people left during second break and left only me and kartini and kartini went for a talk and only return at 2pm. So i am left with no choice but to do the presentation alone and i sweared i was really stress and i almost gave up and run away. called dear and as usual, complaint to him like i always. did my presentation and everything turn out to be that we compared with the wrong things and poff, here goes my A and maybe B. sigh. left straight after presentation and i don't mean to give stupid excuses but i was really stress and tired. cab down to dear's house. gosh. that taxi driver cheated my money. he drove so slow that it cost me 13.30 from woodlands to clementi while usually it costs less than 10bucks. stupid cab cheated my money.
it was so cold while waiting for dear to come out and fetch me. reached his house and watched romantic princess ep 11. While watching, dylan came up looking really angry. carried him up and put him down on my lap and asked why is he angry but he didnt wanna say.loll. then he saw those winnie the pooh stickers on my laptop and he suddenly becomes crazy and drag me to the next door to find toys. lols?? child are always like this. hahas. so played with him till 6plus and dear and i left for dinner. only reached home at 8plus today.
i was suppose to study for tml's ut but i was so tired so yupp,came over here to blog instead.

YESTERDAY
i was alone in my team yesterday - no one in my team came thus i have to join other team. We did a debate yesterday and i hope it doesnt screw. i simpily talk rubbish throughout. gosh.


anyway, im going to bed soon.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i wasn't in a good mood this few days. really. i don't know why but i am just becoming an emo girl this few days. i dun want to be emo anymore.

TODAY
super reluctant to go to class this morning cause i couldn't open my eyes and i regret going to class since it's about metaphors again. loga asked me why is my eyebag so dark when i just sat down on the chair. see, my eyebag is still so dark even though i slept like 1115 last night and woke up late this morning. & the result is that i didnt do anything cause i was really tired and my brain's dead. & i planned to skip class during the 2nd break yet lesson ended at 330 today since faci got something on. i was so hungry yet i only ate 1 waffle for both breakfast and lunch - seems like im so pathetic. & knows what, lesson end at 3 today and i was jumping for joys. did my rj and everything and here goes, i went to meet dear at jurongeast to catch the movie - enchanted. it was a nice movie - superly touching okie?? after movie, dear and i went to have our dinner at long john. but before that, he has to go withdraw money. then while crossing the road to withdraw money, some bloody guy stepped onto my slipper in the MIDDLE of the road. it's in the middle of the road u know? and my slipper flew on the way back. i got no choice but to walk back and still in the middle of the road to take back my slipper and the car was driving towards me and it almost hit my leg can? & i fLARED. the guy look at me and that bloody mum pull the kid away and walk damn fast. & like i care,i shouted at them.
i shouted my lung out to that guy infront of me saying "step onto people no need say sorry one isist?u no manners of what? ur mum beside u didnt teach issit? the mum still pull the kid away; somemore still in the middle of road, want me die issit?". then dear shut me up and i screamm - "they stepped onto me frist in the middle of road, what u want me do? and i complaint all the way till longjohn silver.
wah, such a bad things happening. everyone starred at me like im some crazy woman shouting in public. damn it.
dear also got shocked that i flared so badly today. really, im really angry that i dun even care if i still got face anot. i just scream. u know how scared i am when the car almost bang onto me? i stunned there for like a few seconds until dear drag me to the platform. it's like im going to die soon that's why im that angryy.

took bus home then still emoing can. waited for his sms but he didnt replied me. was really frustrated and really cried lor. what kind of sms he send me really hurts lor. & he finally called saying he did reply and called me but i didnt received. & i realised my phone is spoilt. all this was all MISUNDERSTANDING.
im really sorry my babyboy. im sorry.


done with blogging. shall go to bed now since have to meet dear tml's morning for breakfast.


sidenote : love u as much as ever babyboy.

Monday, November 26, 2007

i have been pondering the whole day - should i go to school or should i skip? this is like a big puzzle for me to solve and dear asked me to go and all my pondering has ended.
yes. i admit i didnt want to go to school on monday is because that guy in my team pissed me off to the max. i just couldnt stand working in the team with him cause what i do is just show him my attitude and more attitude. i just cant stand him for being that irritaing - whatever he do just pissed me off & i just wished he could like stop talking for like 1 minutes. but wait, this is not solved, i have to team up with him till end of semester 2.
hey, i hate this. i seriously hate it. there's still like 7 more weeks to the end of semester 2. i cant wait for holiday to come and at any given chance i can skip class, i shall be the first to skip class on every monday provided i score 2 more B for my test. great, please give me B or B+ for the next 2 test so it will enlighten me to skip every lesson on monday. :)

& it would be good if i get sick for 2 days though mc is not needed when skipping lesson ; but it's still good for me to skipped lesson.



sidenote : i was super angry and emo for the whole of today. tml's will not be a good day either.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

dear's went to that first hated guy in my list chalet- hope he keep to his promise to go home tonight. =(

Went out with my aunty and cousin and siblings to marina square to walk since Saturday is always a boring weekend. stepped into this first shop when we enter the shopping mall and i bought a tank top there since it's having a discount & i find it looks nice too. Wanted to had our teatime at Carl junior but in the end we changes our mind and went to Swensen instead. ordered so much stuffs and everything taste good and i still love that treasure island float though it seems so common everywhere. i decided to skip dinner tonight since it's so fatty as i swear i only has 2 meals 1day for the sake of not gaining weight anymore as i have already put on so much weight can? after eating, went to the top floor to shop and we spend like 3hours there already. was searching for a bag and i happen to see rebecca there too. hahas. bought a bag which looks quite nice but only 3 colors is left so i have no choice but to take the white one. sob. then we were trying on the heels there as all heels is selling for 10bucks. im becoming the model to test the heels since it looks nice on me anyway but i couldnt buy any more heels since i havent worn on the heels that i just bought. finally, time to go home. took the shuttle bus to city hall and then train home. cam whore with my cousin on the bus. hahaha.
okok. i shall blog again tml since im going out with my babyboy. :)

YESTERDAY
enterprise ut is horrendous so as the lesson. was dozing off during presentation. haha. so met dear after school at clementi and we went to have our dinner at kfc. dear had to rush home so didnt stay long. slept rather early cause has to wake up early the next day. =)

TODAY
I'm such a pig like dear had said. I tried to pull myself out of bed this morning so as i will be on time to meet w14h friends[joanna,weixian,baoling,rebecca,ifa,guowei,soda,kevin,elvin] for breakfast at longjohn. Ate turkey bacon dunno what and that breakfast is already my breakfast and lunch as it makes me so full till i am bloated. haha. greg came and look for us after that and the 11 of us came into the class as late as 950.haha. I think that "maggie" faci is really angry at us for going into her lesson late every week. We quickly get down to work and it strains me while doing one question as the whole team are stuck and "maggie mee" dun want to tell us the formula cause that's the main point for today. yayness - im so proud of myself cause i finally figure out the formula and baoling figure out another. :) went to the elective module briefing for dslm with sabrina and jiaying jie. seem like it's really tough studying in rp - has to complete 40 ce points,professional profiling & take up 5 elective module i think. gosh - it don't seem as slack as i think from year 2 onwards. i cant slack anymore. haa. presentation sucks cause i didnt know what i am presenting as maggie mee didnt wanna respond to me.sobsob. very shangxin can cause when u are presenting,den she didnt look up. so was having bad headache so went home and slept but the headache didnt turn well but worst. :(


PS : i think im becoming more and more pig. slept early,wake up late yet im still tired and im even dozing off in class.

sidenote : talking about my msn personal nick, i guess everything's resolve yea.
&
dear,i miss u muchmuch. muacks.

Friday, November 23, 2007

here's a quiz that i got tagged by hannah!!!

Q: NAME A FREND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S'
A: serene
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
A: home
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
A: it's from my dear,so i wun type here.
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: Yes.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: no.dun like curly hair,looks like maggie mee.
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
A: none.
Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: me myself and i.
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?
A: har?
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: KFC
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: no answer
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: yea,or i will bored to death.
Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
A: wth is this?
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: no.
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: yes.it's planned.
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
A: i said it everyday so there's no last.
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: reading through tml's worksheet.
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: have.lots.
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: nonono.
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: irritating sis.
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: dun it seem to be that way?
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: not really.
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: nonono.
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDE YOUR HOUSE?
A: nowhere.
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: i dun even have a car lisence.
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: none?
Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
A: my deardear :)
Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: eh?

1) person you saw:my bro and sis.
2) talked to on the phone: none but msning.
3) hugged: deardear.
4) person you texted: deardear.
5) date: 22/11.07
6) plans: eat longjohn tml morn with w14h.
7) dislikes about tomorrow: lonely after school.
8) missing someone: himhimhim.
9) mood: tired.
10)I am a morning person: no?
11)I am a perfectionist: no?
12)I am an only child: no
13)I am currently in my pajamas: i don't wear.
14)I am online 24/7: most of the time.
15)I am very shy around the oppsite gender: kinda.
16)I can be paranoid: yes.
17)I currently regret something that I have done: dunno leis.
18)I enjoy talking on the phone: no one called me anyway.
19)I have a secret: a bigbig secret.

5 person to do this: whoever who wants to do it.

finally done with this quiz after soo longg cann

Thursday, November 22, 2007

(edited)

TODAY
I have been waking up later and later. Set my alarm from 710am till 730am and it appears that i am reaching class like 9am or later daily. Today's computing lesson was rather stressful - it's the combination of amaths and emaths. Overall, managed to complete everything and understand it. At least, i didnt choose to leave halfway. wasnt listening to the 6th presentation ; was msn-ing while downloading pretty font. haa. I guess i was rather emo in class today. So much stuffs really happen and i couldnt control my emotions any further. sighs.
Hope things will go better.

anyway, im going to bed now. :)

YESTERDAY
just finished typing 2rj and now i still have to type this entry with emotional problems. sighs
too much things happened this few days and i really don't know how to handle so many problems at one go. burden, please go away. stop piling up on me.


sidenote : i'm really angry. angry at what u did to me. really. i hate the feeling of waiting for so many hours yet got no reply ; i hate the feeling of you trying to find things to make me more angry. sigh.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Labels: complaint..

just finish brown sugar macchiato ep 7 so im here to post an entry before i go to bed. so yupps, brown sugar macchiato is a nicenice drama show. hee. and romantic princess is extended to ep 13. wees. i finished downloading the whole episode of brown sugar macchiato in veoh so i can watch in class. hahaha.

woke up rather early today cause i think i got disturbed. ate my breakfast and then watching brown sugar macchiato till 2 cause has to prepare myself to meet deardear. then bus down to his house there while he board the bus. den we go vivo walkwalk cause dear is shopping for christmas present for his cousin. haa. first we went to toyreus and we walked for so many rounds but still dunno what to buy for his cousin. then we went to the cd shop cause dear want to buy coffee prince shop cd for his mum as christmas present. den he brings me to the newurban shops cause he wanna buy he sandal/slipper budden i don't want cause such a waste of money lor. want him to save more money instead .had longjohn for dinner and then we bus home.

yuckks. i hate my grade. those i complaint to will know will. im so so so buganyuan u know?hais. shall blogged again soon cause i want to go to bed le.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

my internet is so super lag this few days. it makes me wonder if singnet really got a problem or was it my lappy which have gotten virus. stupid school internet is not safe at all. people are passing the virus through net. the recent mail said that there's this virus which are passing through msn so they shut down the msn ports which means there's higher chance that we will get virus. & when we get virus, it will slow down the lappy. darns, it slows down my lappy like 101%. whenever there's people online, the box just hangs there. *prays* that i didnt get any virus please. i didnt wanna reformat by com by those stupid it help desk. they only know how to reformat and not finding any cures to it. my lappy had been reformat like so many darns time for no good reason and they didnt told me so.

anyway, back to today, im stoning right now. im so bored today cann. stayed home today and watch brown sugar macchiato this morning. den played majong but i lose like so much today and i grumble so much. lols.

dear's asleep so im going to bed now since we are going shopping tml. happy cause his exam ended and he's gonna score well and most of all, he can spend more time with me now. yayness and more yayness.


PS : im getting real tired this few days. once it reaches 9pm,my eyes will automatically shut and im off to bed before 11pm daily,even when it's during holiday. and im waking up like 11plus12.woah. im becoming PIG

it's weekend again thus im blogging as im bored.

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Maths lesson was rather easy that day.completed our powerpoint slide rather early and i was wanting to watch brown sugar macchiato in class but no matter how hard i load, that veoh programme is not loading that show so i drop that idea of laoding the show.Did presentation and everything and lesson ended early. :)

1511
I was almost late for ut as i only reach class 5sec before the ut starts.Luckily i start up my lappy beforehand. haa. so ut was full of alibaba question cause 3/4 of the paper is biology. omgg. seriously i hate biology to the max can cause i don't understand a single things. what mrna code and whatever shyt it came out. omgg. seriously, enterprise faci is so naggy. i wondered when can he ever cut short his sentence. it's like super woper long winded can? and i doze off yesterday during the 3rd meeting. ohgosh. what a boring lesson. After lesson, go to causeway points with joanna,weixian,fg,gw and soda. joanna wanna buy herbal tea den after that fg suggested to go buy donuts then after we go buy gummies den we went home.lols. reach home almost 7 liaos. haa.

1611
went to mac to have breakfast with my classmates. wanted to load brown sugar macchiato at mac so that i can watch it in class but cannot detect the wireless network so ended up not downloading anything. reached class super late and it's 20minutes before break time.haa. so did everything and discuss and when the faci came and discuss with us, she was so shocked that we did so fast and she shoot us so many question which we have not thought before. omggg cann. then everything is still okie larhs. after class, went to meet dear at clementi and we had our dinner at the coffee shop there. ate stingray. yummy, it's so nice. haha. then walked around and then went home.
So now i am here typing this entry while watch brown suagr macchiato. it's a super nice drama lo.hahah. WANG ZI is so shuais. hahahahaa.

okok,im gonna chiong drama now cause im really tired tired tired. off to msn to chat with dear le.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i have been wanting to update my blog since yesterday but i just couldnt finish typing the entry and poff, everything's gone. anyway, after much thinking, i don't want to change my blog url anymore even though if you have been reading my entry. this blog url is between my dear and me so no matter what i just will not change it.

so much happened this few days. too much to be mentioned and type down in this entry.
maybe i must learn not to care so much about it anymore.
but i just couldnt stand you dragging us into ur relationship.
maybe, im just finding trouble for myself by bothering too much.
if i don't know anything, i might not flare of what i heard.
let it stop.
i repeat, let it stop.
my patience has already wear off and i dont have the energy to entertain u anymore.
it happens again, den be it.
i will bite back.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

My 1week of holiday is coming to an end in 23hours times and i must return back to school. :(
I hated holidays cause it was a boredom for me and i wished i was in school ; now i dread to school reopen and wanted a longer holiday cause i enjoyed staying at home actually. gosh, it was super contradicting.

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Back to it, i woke up this morning have ache all over my neck. I think like my dear had said, i flip and toss on the bed too much that i sprained my neck. haas. Played audition for a few hours before having my lunch. Oh by the way, i finished watching whywhylove - the ending was so sweet and touching that i almost teared. After that, prepared myself in the late evening and i bus down with aunty to Spring court restaurant for my grandpa's birthday celebration. So it was a room where we can sing and eat at the same time - how cools. lols. So yupps, the food was alright but i love the herbal prawn,it was such yummy. And i was sort of drunk but i am not drunk. I drank like1/4 of strong red wine and my face turned so super redd that everyone laugh at me saying that i put thick foundation on my cheek or instead of drinking, i pour it on my face. hahaha. cab home and here i am blogging this entry. it's 1am now and im really tired like hell. bye. im going off to bed

school's is a 101% hated stuffs.

Friday, November 09, 2007

hello people, im back here to post an entry. I was too engrossed in watching whywhylove. finished the whole drama show in 3days. cant blame me for chionging the drama show cause i was really too bored at home. drama show is LOVEd :)

0511
it's the third days of my holiday and im rotting so badly at home already. played audition for like the whole day and watch yingye ep 15 and romantic princess ep 8. these two show is super woper nice please and i feel like flying to taiwan to buy the whole drama show. faint*

0611
slept late and thus wake up late today. started watching whywhylove. wees, it's a nice drama show.so in love with this show now. hahahas. went to the stadium to run with my cousin around 7plus. omg,it was so tiring cann.

0711
finally i went out of house. :) met up with cousin at clementi platform and we train down to bugis. wanted to eat our lunch first but like every places so full so bought sushi and eat instead. Next stop we go is bugis street. shop shop and bought 1shirt and 1 dress. wee, i love that dress. it's so nice can. gonna wore it to my grandpa birthday celebration this sat. hehe. den train down to jurong point to meet deardear for movie. yay, i miss my baby so muchh. watch the game plan. it was a nice movie. you would not regret watching it. haha. lols. after movie, went to have dinner at longjohn and then bus home.
so tiring today. dunno why i sleep early, wake up late and im still so tired. holiday makes me more and more tiredd.. reach home and chiong whywhylove again. gonna come to e end soon.

0811
Stayed home and chiong whywhylove while posting this entry. anyway, dear passed me back the psp again so i can play audition again. weees. okok, blogged till here then, gonna chiong my drama show. hehe.


Ps: deardear, wo ai ni. :)

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Anyway, there's so much stuffs happening but i forgot to post about it that time. shall post it all at one go in this post since i'm emoing in progress and boredom kills.

I'm listening to jaychou new song now named 蒲公英的约定 & it makes me tear. i don't know is it the tune or the lyric or both which make me tear. I repeated this song like so many times today and i am still repeating this song. Maybe i'm not in a good mood, that's why it makes me tear. :( stop me from listening to this song please. i have been listening for the whole day.


TODAY is not a good day. Slept at 1am the previous day and wake up around 8am today cause i have to go marketing. I think i am not that type of been a housewife cause i sweared i am not going to supermarket or anything unless i really have to. the fishes and prawn are still alive and they are still jumping up and down. the fish is flapping their tails and the prawn jumping up and down. omgs. i'm so scared that they will flew out of the table all of the sudden. After marketing, went to the coffee shop to packet food home and yupps, stayed home listening music and auditioning after that. lots of stuffs happen which caused me been emo-ing for quite sometimes and i'm still emo-ing right now while typing this entry. how i wish i'm still a little kid right now where emoism does not exist. sigh. went out again to clementi to buy stuffs again and only reached home late evening. My life seems so dead ; everyday is the same usual routine.


Sidenote 1 : 0ie, i dont care if you see this. stop viewing my frindster again and again and stop asking ur friends to view me. Seriously,if you think it's fun viewing people profile like everyday, i don't think it fun you know? And all those friend linking through you, what;s with them? I want see what reason you want to give me. you think i don't bite? comeon, im not afraid of you. so what you have a darn big eyes which seem like goldfish,popping out,im not afriad of you okie? i will see if you beg infront of me or i beg infront of you.

Sidenote 2 : it makes me wonder if it was us who change or was it you who change. Everything between our friendship really drifted apart. i really wonder what makes it becomes like this. Was it that time when your friends started to play wow together with you and you didnt meet us during break time or was it that time when you make us wait for you for an hour after school while u were playing wow in class or was it that your new classmates are better than us? Seriously i don't know. Said "hi" to you but u ignore;seeing you is like seeing a stranger cause you are like giving attitude. you were once my close friend whom i can talk to when i have problem. Now i couldn't even talk to you when everything seems to be that we are the one who are backstabbing you. You said we change and maybe we did. we did change but yes, don't you change too? why is it all our fault that only us who change. It seriously sounds so wierd that people are trying to get info about how and who we go school and stuffs. well, what's wrong with it anyway? If going school with new classmates and eating with new classmates means we don't want the old friends, i seriously thinks that it sounds so not right and you shall be the one who reflects.

Sidenote 3 : i'm emoing in progress - you are always the one who is busy and i am always the one who is free. everything seem to clash so badly. hardly meet, hardly talk, hardly sms. spare sometimes for me will you? think im gonna break down soon and i'm gonna tear everything out. sigh.
蒲公英的约定 - a great song to listen when emo.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

i decided to skip today since science lesson is about biology again. As you know, i am someone who hated science so much that i will never understand a single things about it. Till now, i still hated science but i simply find my way through it during lesson. Just talked some rubbish and i got some good grade. hahas. Back to today, feel so great able to wake up as late as i want. played audition and continue watching whywhylove which i stopped for quite some times. waiting for yingye 15 and romantic princess 8. Seriously, i can faint waiting once a week for the episode to be uploaded and both of them stopped at the most exciting part. faint*
met dear in the evening to catch a movie - the seekers. i regret watching this movie,it was so not nice and lame can? lols. however, my motive was to meet dear only. hahahas. i'm missing him so much that i am going crazy. lols.

i'm going back to audition now. shall update again soon.


I LOVE U BABY :)

Thursday, November 01, 2007

hello people, i'm home early thus i decided to post an entry. Actually i'm been rebellious. I kept having the thinking that i want to go off during second break cause today is vb lesson and vb really sucks cause i don't understand anything about vb and i won't bother to understand it in future. So with the help of some code, managed to do a bit here and there and that's all. I have trying to solve and understand it but it doesn't help at all so i totally forget about it and went to play audition for awhile. My class decided to go over to the opposite class to watch movies and i went over awhile and then took cab home.
finally,my 1 week holiday is coming. :)
anyway, what can i do when my holiday clashes with your exam?we cant meet and go out and nothing much i can do. Although i wanted to meet and see u like 101% badly, but what can i do?
blame me for being that stupid of going to that stupid school. At least if i am in other school, i might be able to have the same holiday as you.
SERIOUSLY,I REALLY HATE IT SO MUCH.


sidenote : i miss you so much so much so much but i couldnt see and meet you. 2weeks know?haiss.