This summarised the whole of this week.i wondered how long havent i been pening down my thoughts. I guess blogging has been drifted apart from me & i somehow dun feel like blogging anymore but i have to blog when i have no one to turn to...
anyway, i have so much to say yet i don't know where i can start from..
firstly : congrat wenwen for passing all her UT!!
secondly : i don't wnat to end up quarelling. i want back the pastt.. =( still,i love u forever and ever and ever.
TODAY's words from me ...
♥our lips must always be sealed 7:43 PM
happy 11months anniversary baby!! i love u =) .
♥our lips must always be sealed 1:50 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Hello everyone. i am back to pen-down my thoughts =) .
FRIDAY it's VB module & very little people came to class that day,but life still went on as it is.I have always hated to study programming cause i am an IT IDIOT but today's VB module changes partly of mind cause it was pretty easy to understand. =) so everything dragged on & on and everything ended at 4pm. it was early =) . then took train down to westmall to meet dear and went home 1hour later. dungeoning with dear that nightt.
SATURDAY was superly shag so woke up almost 11am. gave dear morning call & we meet up to go to bukit batok driving centre as dear wants to register for driving lesson. Met dear at my house bustop & we took the bus down to jurong east entertainment. Saw ESTHER JIE. aww i miss u soo much estherr jie. haha. finally get to see u pretty girl . =) should have take the cab down cause it was superly hot and yupp, we walked there still. =X. learning driving is so complicated can? sigh.. After that we took direct bus to lot one & we walked around there. then we went to near west point hospital there to have our dinner. it's so ever yummy cause it's my breakfast+lunch+dinner. =) so continue to play wow as i used to.
SUNDAY now i am blogging this before i go out & meet my dear to go to bugis to eat and shop too & then meet emily & dominc at dhoby ghuat bus stop to go to work. hope today would be fun & dearie and me would not be late today again. We have been late for the last 4 working days. hahaha. okie im signing off now. goodbye people. shall blog soon & TAG ME MORE. im bored..
love u dearie. muack muack.
♥our lips must always be sealed 8:24 PM
Friday, June 22, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIQUAN KOR =)
today's problem was superly bored and yups.it was really bored. i was a rather big eater today. ate superly much today but i dunno why. met dear after school,no,it's after my cca meeting at causeway point to have our dinner. =) then,went to bought nail polish and earring and then left for home. reach jurongeast and we run "marathon" from je interchange all the way to entertainment that bustop just just catch bus 51 cause we missed it. took a few photo in the bus but i look superly ugly so i wanna retake tml PIGGY. =) now,i am blogging this entry and gonna do RJ now. anyway, i pass entreprise UT. gratx peiwen. =)
♥our lips must always be sealed 1:08 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
0kie fine. i am a very bad kid.
yesterday i was mark partial cause i leave at 2pm without telling the teacher anything & today, i overslept thus didn't go to school. okie fine. i am left with 5days to skip this semester.. i shall save it for the last few weeks of school. fine.. i cant skip enterprise anymore. =(
okie whatever. i am going to do dungeon now and meet dear later.
goodbye.
♥our lips must always be sealed 12:22 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
the test of honesty for honest person. lols lols lols.
1.Best place to cry? `` hid myself under the blanket and cry myself to bed
2. Missing someone right now? `` first priority, my dearie =) `` 4e1s.
3. The thing you love the most: `` my dearie =) & my family.
4.Tell us your dream last night... ``i don't know. im too tired to dream..
5. Ever hate someone so bad? `` yes,last time. hating someone is terrible so learn to forgive & forget.
6. Ever lied to someone you love the most? `` longlonglong time ago. n0t now anymore. i have changed myself.
7. What's the worst thing you've ever done? `` does running out from camp & skipping school without permission & drinking outside during chatlet counted?
8. Wanna be someone else than ur self? `` no. i love myself & i am contented.
9. Ever slap someone? `` no.
10. Last time u cried? `` quite long ago when i was superly hurt.
11. Biggest lover? `` my dearie =)
12.Last mall you went to? `` cant remember. i think it is plaza sing.
13. Last memorable song that you've heard? `` would you be there.
14. Last person that hates you?* `` that's none of my business. if that someone wants to hate me,then all they want. as long as i know to forgive and forget.
15. Reasons why you hate someone? `` cause they are bad influence.
16. Biggest lie you said? `` who don't lie?
17. What u wanna say to someone that u love? `` dearie, i love you & only you forever. loves. never let you go.
18. Who do u think is the most blur person u know?
`` myself.
19. What do u want to eat right now? `` sushi & shaker fries. =X
20. Where you at?
`` at home obviously,have to study for my UT.
21. Have you EVER failed a subject at school?
``0bviously. who have never failed before?unless they are those brilliant of the brilliant. lols
22. What's on your mind?
`` i want to meet dearie tomorrow. `` what to do tomorrow?
23. Honestly, who are you chatting online with now?
`` noone. im busy.
24. What is it that you REALLY should be doing right now?
`` studying for my tml UT and sleep early cause im sick right now.
25. Have you brushed your teeth today?
`` obviously. who dun brush your teeth? you arnt so dirty yea?
26. Who are your best friends in the world?
`` everyone is my friend.
27. Honestly who do you think is the hottest person alive?
`` how to answer?
28. Honestly, are you a good friend?
`` sometimes i guess?? i wun be good to them if my frenx are not good to me. =X
29. Honestly, do you really think going to school is important?
`` yea,i guess so. going school for the sake of diploma now so i can get a job and say goodbye schooling.
30. Honestly, what are your dreams about,mostly?
`` i hate to dream.some of my dream do come true. [not as if i dream of dinosaurs,dinosaurs will come bite me the next day. lols. ] but i love to dream of my future,with him included. or dream about what will happen the next day for exam. =X
31. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
`` whenever i see him,there will always be a smile on my face. =) loves
32. Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?
`` bascially nothing?im very shag right now.
33. Honestly, how old are you now?
`` seventeen going eighteen in 10months time. lols.
34.Honestly, what song are youlistening to right now?
`` tank- dong le. [hana kimi song]
35. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment?
`` dearie of cause. i miss him X 10000...........
36. Honestly, where do you like to be kissed? `` err...depends on my mood. lols.
37. Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?
`` yesyes. my stubbornness,my attituding,my piggyness, my kindness,my blurness.
38. Honestly, do you hate someoneright now? ``i guess not.
39. Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug right now? `` dearie. wanna be in his arms now while he can take care of me when im sick. =) LOLS.
♥our lips must always be sealed 12:00 PM
back to school today.i was superly reluctant to get out from bed this morning but i have to. As usual, W25J make my days despite me hating to go to school. today's lesson was rather bad as i was superly sleepy which make people think that i am mentally ill. i was superly lethargic and shag today and i almost doze off during the last few presentation.omgomg.after lesson,took train back home and i sleep all the way till jurong east. omg can? haisya. finally,i am done with my blog. i shall finish up my homework,study for my tomorrow understanding test,watch for around 2hours of tv and go straight to bed. =)
IM sick again. maybe i shall mark partial tomorrow and go back home during the 3rd meeting.
side-note : love u and forever you. muacks.
♥our lips must always be sealed 10:00 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
back to school tomorrow which i don't feel like it. somehow, i want more holidays. 2 weeks is not enough for me. =( 9 weeks of schooling with only 2 days of holidays[1staug + 9thaug]. how terrible it is to be in a school with presentation everyday & everyday with some bias teacher i have got for certain module. & as usual, i will pon school every now and then. [6 more days for me to pon] peiwen is not a good kid anymore. not anymore cause she hates schooling.
SATURDAY woke up and went online.gave dear "morning" call and then went to clementi to meet dear & my cousin for work.we went to have our lunch at like 145pm where our reporting time for work is like 245pm.after lunch,we quickly rush down to work meeting emily and dominc at plaza sing bustop,3pm.reach work and james nagged at us for being late as we are the VIP for that day cause we are working at the grandstand area. after that breifing from the incharge,we went down to carry the stupid heavy goody bags from the storage room to different station. HELLO?? the goody bag is like the weight of 5durians. superly heavy can cause of the stupid hao something magazine,as if they are advertising that 2 main artist-[printed such a thick magazine dunno for what can?] dear & i were going to die soon while carrying the stupid damn goody bag. finally!! we[7people] were asked to report to the grandstand area. finally able to slack there. i was incharge of setter 4 while dear incharge of setter 3. however, i was asked to go to the VIP area to take over for the moment. it was superly bored over there. luckily,amanda and her frenx came up and help. =) so we chatted & chatted. there was this "chicken little" so i was EVIL* that i hit his head. lols. finally the whole event started so i was being shifted to my original position. haisyo. so TIRING. after the quiz,there was this incredible words thingy so i was like "ZI-HIGH" over there & yay,setter 4 won.if not my ZIHIGH wasted. haha. after that was the relaxing part as they were showing the incredible on that big screen. so dear & my job was to shine the pathment and stairs for the audience when they were walking up and down due to darkness. GRINES* we were eating over there. haha. stand for 3 hours can? till my leg almost break. just merely put my butt down & the senior nag nag nag. =( luckily i worked with dearr so we can talk talk gossip gossip scream scream eat eat crazy crazy together =) . everything ended,got our pay but it was rainning superly heavily.dear & i decided to took the cab home due to that we were both drench. =X while my cousin went off with his frenx. reach home totally drench but i was happily eating crab which is my dinner for that day. lols.
TODAY met dear around 2 plus and we headed to jurong east entertainment center to catch a movie. initially, we wanted to watch fantastic 4 but since dear has watched it before & surf up has been showing in cinema already despite the opening date on 20th june, we decided to watch surf up which is at 5plus. bought the ticket and we walk to IMM to slack. i think we bought movie-ticket,cds,toy-car for cute dylan,ice-cream,sushi,lollipop + some food.then we walked back to entertainment center for our movies. surf up was a pretty nice movie okie?i think it was cute and most of all hilarious and pretty touching. =) lols. then took bus 51 back home. =)
now trying to blog this entry before i go to bed as i guess i wun be able to blog for the time being. school's starting & im getting lazy to blog after a long hours of boring lesson.
happy 344days to us =) . love u love u.
♥our lips must always be sealed 2:30 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
since i am working in the late afternoon tomorrow, i shall stay awake to blog this entry since i just bath and was waiting for my hair to dry before i could sleep. anyway, im feeling superly tired now- my eyes is so heavy now that i hardly open my eyes. I guess i will fall dead on bed later on after i have finish blogging.
TODAY dear meet me for breakfast this morning so i woke up at 645am. realised that i am having a rather bad backache =( but i still have to go to work cause it's 45bucks okie. however,he was late again so we couldnt have our breakfast. met haobin and took the train down to dhoby ghuat to meet emily and dominc. we were not late . =) then we start work at around 930am. find that today was more relaxing than yesterday. =) dear kept saying that we arnt productive as we only finish around 980 before 12pm. [0ur target are 2000 for today] we went to suntect city to have our lunch and then we rushed back for work. i have a great shocked as there is so many empty goody bag on the floor for us to pack. what the hell?? s0 we were really rushing like mad & our speed was like triple our normal speed. i was superly pissed - yes i was. i threw the goody bag which means i was showing attitude. reason behind it was the rest of the group has finished their packing except us which was left we mountains and mountain of empty goody bag. darns. i was thinking if we were sabox by those idiots. *flare*. however, we finished more than 1500 goody bags in 2hours. =) this means we have finished around 3000 goody bag today. yay. we were so productive. =)) we slacked for like 2hours before going for a briefing for tomorrow family events. finally end work by clearing up the places but our seniors said they need 7people to stay back for rehearsal about tomorrow events. [*extra pays is given according to the number of hours we stayed back*] all 5 of us [dear&me+haobin&dominc&emily] stayed back for that boring rehearsal. *evil*. haha. *grines* everything ended around 8? and we went to plaza sing to have our dinner before going home.
im so superly tired and have been yawning for the past half an hour. im off to bed. =)
sidenote: ohdear, i have been eating fast food this few days. [mac in the morning, burgerking in the afternoon and kfc/longjohn in the night]. gosh. i have put on so much weight. damn. im becoming so like a FAT PIG like dear had said. sigh...
bef0re i g0, i shall post a song. =)
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need them again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but i just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Oh oh oh
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:50 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
what i need most at work just now was a cup of icey drink & a swim as it was really hot and not windy over there.
TODAY due to girl monthly nightmare in the middle of the night,i couldnt sleep well due to that bad cramp. reluctantly pull myself out of bed this morning and gave piggydear a morning call. As usual, i was digging my cupboard for the clothing to wear to work and i quickly rush out after that.was chatting with piggydear on the phone since he hasnt reached yet & i have waited for him for soo long. Then we bought MAC two bucks breakfast and we took the train down to dhobyghuat to meet emily and domic but dear&i was superly late.waited for bus and reach national stadium & we actually walk to the west entrance instead of the north entrance which was our reporting place.we were late as usual. Finally start work by carrying boxes and boxes of box which contain the item we needed to be packed into the goody bags. then we have been sitting on the floor packing everything and everything. it was superly tiring. during lunch time, we went to plaza sing to have our lunch. ate yori dunno what and dear & i find the vegetable disgusting so we took them out and dump it on the tray. YUCKS* reach work late again and hear lots of nagging. we were superly productive after work alright?we chiongg like mad okie and overall,we finish 1500. =) finally end work by packing up the place and putting the goody bag into the storage and here comes our pay. we got $45 for work 9hours minus of the 2 hours of our lunch break.lols. it was superly tiring.yes.superly superly tiring. dear & i walk the expressway at kallang. aww, we walk for almost 30minutes before we reached the bus stop. haha. it was tiring but we have fun. we chatted alot and also looked at the senery. dear promise me to bring me there if the govt finish doing it. lols. the senery at the expressway so indeed pretty. =) finally reach the bus-stop and boarded bus 196 but the driver like tortoise can?drive so slow til dear complaining about the driver & me talking kinda loudly " cannot drive faster ah?wanna vomit already lahs". im so EVIL* but it took me almost 2hours to reach behind JTSS that bus-stop while the journey took only 1hour in fact. woah,omg can. had our dinner at market and then we went home.
dear is watching movie now with his bro and uncle but im so sleepy. 0kie. time for bed now. im so superly tired and aching everywhere. have to wake up early and give dear morning call again and meet him for breakfast.=) love u pig. =)
shall blog again tomorrow night if i still got the energy.
♥our lips must always be sealed 9:20 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
was it a few days or was it 1 week that i have not been updating my blog? i guess it does not affect anything since no one views my blog.
i shall blog tomorrow night after work.
♥our lips must always be sealed 9:55 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
just read hannah's blog and i got tag by her to do this. haha
EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS OFF WITH 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTS, AS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!
10. | i LOVE TANWEEKIAT forever | 9. | i LOVE winnie the pooh | 8. | HATE to get neglected & hurt | 7. | LOVE to eat but SCARED being fat | 6. | LOVE all my frenx but hate them to backstab among each others | 5. | LOVE to watch korea drama | 4. | LOVE shopping with dear - just love to be with him | 3. | i am s0me0ne who is crazy at times. | 2. | get sick often and it is really often | 1. | lastly, i love small kids,esp babies. they are so adorable. |
lastly, i have to TAG people.
yimin, jiaying-jie,estherr-jie, cheeyee-mei, debra, estherloh & everyone who have visted my blog.
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:45 AM
Friday, June 08, 2007
(edited)
i have posted an earlier one this morning,which is at the bottom of this post. 5days of my holiday have gone and today is my first time stepping out of my house. =) met dear today and we went to JurongEast to watch men in white.before that,we ate long john silver.YUMYUM.we were late for the movie by 5 minutes but yea,it has just started when we went in. s0,the show was super hilarious and ridiculous. I think i have been laughing throughout the movie. & not to forget, i have been coughing really badly in the movie too. =( after movie, dear & i walked to imm and on our way, we saw hariani. aww, haven't been seeing her for like so many months but we merely talk. & we were so crazy. dear and me were like going into all the shops cause it's Singapore sales. everyone loves sales sales sales and sales. firstly, i wanted to eat that tomyam seaweed so we went into Watson's, it was selling at $2.60 while guardian was selling it at $2.95. However, i did not went back into watson to buy it and instead, we walked into giant. I was superly superly crazy today which i don;t know why. =) so i bought my aloe Vera(apple) and dear bought his, we wanted to go to the cashier but we suddenly saw this soursour thing so we wanted to try it out. 0hmans, i regrated trying it cause it was really superly sour which make my mouth go numb. awww. we walked and walked and walked till 5plus and we walked back to the flea market as i wanted to buy some food home. finally,here i am at time time blogging this crazy entry after playing wow with my deardear and now,i am going to watch my korea show now. =)
* loveuloveuloveu. * & i dun mean it ytd. rainbow after raining,finally.
Everyone said so. i think you are bias.
im tired of getting a Cs for enterprise. [it has been 7weeks okie?] i did my very best every lesson, i improve on myself, i speak up in class, and why are you keep giving me C? people got a B by speaking a few lines and a A for keep quiet, yet i always got a C. Arnt you BIAS or u simply HATE me???
♥our lips must always be sealed 11:47 AM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/517726
take my test.wahhas.im bored.
♥our lips must always be sealed 7:23 PM
neglection & neglection & neglection.
& i am neglected. =(
i feel so hurt,feel so sad,feel so disappointed.
fill with mingled feeling. wanted to talk to him about it. but that's impossible. tell me when will this be okie? when will everything turn out well?
Im feeling so superly SICK. Down with fever&headache&cough&flu&sorethrote&back-ache. Sigh!!! i will get well soon by myself.
side-note: [forever busy+late+slow] =( still luck for u dear, for ur exams. =)
♥our lips must always be sealed 1:35 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
every song represent something. this song is sweet okie? love u dear =)
If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ear that's okay, Would you stand by me, Let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me, And touch my lips with tender love and care Would you die for me, would you run with me, And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away? Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away? Would you be there?
If I were rain(?) would you still think of me And wish that you could hold me now Would you die for me Would you run with me All the way
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away? Would you be there to sing my song tonight Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away? (x2)
It isn't a crime to want A little space to breathe But you will be fine The sun again will shine on you Whatever you do
[Chorus] Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here when you change your mind Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here for you, baby Anytime
I'm feeling you pull away Cause letting go isn't easy for me But you'll never fly With someone else's wings, I know Wherever you go
[Chorus] Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here when you change your mind Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here for you, baby Anytime
I will never stand in your way Wherever your heart may lead you I will love you the same And I will be your comfort every day Do you hear the words I say
[Chorus] Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here when you change your mind Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here for you, baby Anytime
Blogger is down with the same old problem again-cant the blogger fix this problem fast?Sigh.
TODAY Woke up gettin rather bored and decided to surt the nets.I was superly happy as my friendster is working again-i could view my profile with the background=),unlike last time when i couldnt view it at all. So,i was happily changing my friendster background till my cousin came over. [but i couldnt view anymore =(] We then went to bukit panjang[senja] to visit my cousin dad[which was my uncle]. We reached bukit panjang plaza and i wanted to eat shaky fries so we went into mac to buy shaky fries and some float drink thingy.Thenwe went to KFC to buy 1 set of family meals + 2 sets of student meals[the cheesy thingy] for my cousins.Then,we went into ntuc as my grandma wanted to buy some healthy and neutrients food for my uncle. Finally reach his house after spending so long at the mall. I was rather bad - i kept disturbing my cousin while he was dota-ing. hahahahaha. Ar0und half an hour later,we walk to greenridge mall or [whatever that mall is] to visit my 3rd aunty as she is working there.Took a bus to bukit panjang plaza after that to shop. here's comes my love. All the shop is having GSS but none of them caught my eyes.[im a fussy person sometimes] Finally saw this pretty sandals but the size is either too big or too small. There arnt my size. sigh. Saw this few pretty long shirt. 1 for $15,1 for $25 & another one @ $29. =( and i bought another pretty sandals at other stall which is cheaper[as my aunty bargain]. lols. So, everything bahs blahs till 7plus and i reach home around 8 +. lols..
side-notes : busy+ slow dear.. how i miss u so badly. sigh.
♥our lips must always be sealed 2:38 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
FRIDAY i didnt went to school today cause i am a bad kid and i skipped school. met dear after his lesson and went for a movie-shrek 3,with him and hid brother in the evening.it was nice and funny movie can. =)
1st side-message: piggy dear,love u love u
2nd side-message:evrything and everyone is changing-they are no longer the same like they used to be.
THURSDAY It was Vesak day but i self proclaim early holiday for myself from 1st of june till 17th.wahahahs
WEDNESDAY S0rry peeps[emily and dominc]-make you guys late for class cause of me due to my blurness. So,it was entreprise lesson. It didnt affect me at all even if i am late for class- i hated entreprise module. we were doin about career choices and it turns out to be rather good. However, that faci just would not give a darn about you when you are presenting. I don't know why but everyone notice that she will concentrate more on her lappy rather than us,who is the one presenting.It doesnt affect me if this happens-but our grades arnt anywhere better. Everyone[2/3 of my class] have been getting Cs and Cs for the past 6 weeks. g0sh.Imagnined that. lols. After lesson,went to manga IG with emmy and halim.the timing was rather packed for me as i have to meet my dear for dinner late on. =)
Friday, June 29, 2007
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