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Saturday, April 28, 2007

honey bunny loves YOU*
not you.
but YOU* hubby bunny.


happy 9th month anniversary dear =) .

Labels: i love you =)

Friday, April 27, 2007

im still alive but my heart is not. =(


i cried because i'm sad.
i cried beacuse i'm moody.
i cried beacuse i'm hurt.
i cried beacuse my heart is broke.
i dunno why but the tears just roll down from my eyes.
i wish u could accept apology but it seem impossible.


i feel so hurt now. i feel so lost. can anyone tell me what to do????



Avril lavgine - keep holding on

You’re not alone
together we stand
i’ll be by your side
you know i’ll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go
you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Keep holding on
’cause you know we’ll make it through,
we’ll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i’m here for you,
i’m here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way
when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we’ll make it through,
we’ll make it through.

So far away
i wish you were here
before it’s too late
this could all disapear
before the doors close,
and it comes to an end
but with you by my side
i will fight and defend
i’ll fight and defend
yeah yeah.

Keep holding on
’cause you know we’ll make it through,
we’ll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i’m here for you,
i’m here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way
when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we’ll make it through,
we’ll make it through.

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change,
nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be
will work out perfectly
yeah yeah yeah yeah

lalalalalalala...

Keep holding on
’cause you know we’ll make it through,
we’ll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i’m here for you,
i’m here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way
when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we’ll make it through,
we’ll make it through.



every song represent one's feeling. thi is my feeling now.
Im holding on ...
when will this endd???
=(

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

okie people. i haven got time to pendown my thoughts so i will just upload one group photo of my beloved W25J =) !! cheers





thanks to weiquan for editing the photo....

Friday, April 20, 2007

im finally here to pendown my thoughts after a few donkey days cause i couldnt find time to type this entry. bascially, i will make this entry short as im so super tired now and i need endless of sleep. hahas* bascially, i think i will just write down what happens during the first week of poly's life in sumarise version.hahas*.

16th april
it was the first day of school and i think i was "late" in fact.practically,it was the first lesson so i was pretty blur about what is going on in fact.so,we were doing about biology cause the topic was about blood. i have to admit that the lesson was pretty fun though i used to hate sciences in my primary and secondary school. Maybe,it was fun to me due to different methods being used to grow my interests towards science. hahas* . so, doing research,discussion and presentation is something not to be missed in RP's life!!

17th april
happy birthday meiting.
i have always thought that we are going to do about computing and maths as listed in the timetable but we actually did programming!! omg. as you guys know, i'm a computer idiot so i knew nothing about programming. moreover,we were asked to use microsoft visual that day!! so we have to like use that programe to draw some box outt and like can make a message box or something. so it was rather complicated to me!! i got lost many times and have to ask my classmates how to do it. sigh. i guess doing something about programming and computing is something bad for me!! however,i must get used to it as we need to use it for maths. =?

18th april
it was entreprise lesson!! when i read through the question, i was like omg!! what was the question talking about?? i have never understand the question even when she simplyfic it into a simple way. oh!! how sad it is right?? alright, so back to it, we still work out a way to solve it and also did a presentation out!! i guess im not fit to study entreprise. hahas.

19th april
happy birthday minghee!!
dunno what lesson was it that day but we did about austrilian football!! it was a rather fun lesson that day yea?? we have a lot of jokes and blahs. hahahas

20th april
oh,winnie is early that day =) so this means im not always late for school =X. Practically,we did communication skills and yups, we have to make a "toy" out using recycle materials.so what my group did was to make a photo frame.so it was very phew* that everything went out well as we thought that our " toy" would be screwed up!!
since lesson ended pretty late that day,i didnt go down to my formal school to get my o level cert and also, i promised my dear to accompany him down another day. so yupss!!

sidenote: overall,first week of school was relatively good!! =) and our break time was like so cool..hahas.
W25J rocks!! =)

Saturday, April 14, 2007

[12april - 2nd day of orientation ]

PS: it would be a rather long entry =X

met emily,halim,hannah at clementi control station and took the train down to woodland as usual!! reached rp and we were like seprated as our meeting places are all different - my meeting place was at agora hall 2 for the SHL. i took a card from those student leaders and went into the hall. before that,i sent a sms to my pig first as agora hall didnt have any RECEPTION. so i was at SHL team 4 and i felt so lost over there as jiaying jie was at SHL team 2!! after so long, we were asked to write our name on the attendance list and also paste our name our our shirtt and everything blahsblahs!! met a new friend call meifen[sabrina] as we were very blur about what's going on. than we chatted like we were friends for so longg - chatted everything that we can talked! finally after so long, the orientation began!! there was a talk by the shl director and everything blahblahsblahs!! [it was so boring]
we were also asked to know more friend,those beside,infront and behind of us. yups. know [ eunice,joanne and elwin ] . after that, the student leaders teaches us how to dance. hahas. i must admit it was fun can? but i hardly remember the dance step larh*. it needs time cann.. [eunice dances really well yea] so after practising for very longg? , we finally stop dancing and proceed to the lecture room for some talk about the sports hub thingy. seriously, it was so darn boringg cann and i can see a lot of people sleepingg. EVIL* me was smsing. heheheehh.. i think i paiiseh myself on that day as i was feeling super hungry and my tummy started to make a lot of noise lahs!! =X yay. finally we can have our lunch nearly to 1pm but the food arnt that nicee =( .
after lunch, we started to have [ice-breaking game?] . we introduced ourselves to our group mate. i didnt use peiwen cause it's hard to remember for some people so i used winnie!! hahahs. than everyone started to call me winnie the pooh. haisyo... hahahhas.. dan we started to learn some song or was it cheer? [rp war cry and taht SHL thing] dan we play erms.. [run the yard] . walau... it was super tiring cann? running here and there. first stop was at north of agora. we did the dancing thingy that we learn in the morning. wahhahas. so funn cann.. luckily i didntt forget the step or it was super embrassing as there was like so many people staring at us!! after that, we run and run and run.. went to many place to get all the stamp and full it!! the game was almost the same as treasure hunt!! oh ya. i remember we went to the swimming pool and it was still drizzling. dan we were asked to walked to the other side of the pool and blahs blahs. so im like gonna walk to the otehr side dan suddenly this idiot started to shout " Welcome to rp/swimming pool" and slashed the bucket of water onto me. walau..i was like i didnt bring any extra clothing sia.. hahha. dan this girl also came over and slash water on us. walau.. i was like so scaredd so i quickly run when i see people slashing water.. LOLS. after that, we went to the basketball court[indoor] and played some game too. it was super coldd in there alright..i was freezingg in there!! hahahs. dan everything blahs blahs lahs cause i couldnt rememeber much also!! hehes. cause most of the time,im smsing. lols. finally, we went back to agora hall and we eatt!! lols. we chatted overr there and than we went over to agora hall 3/4 for debrief!! did the warcry thingy again!! hahahhs. dann met halim and hannah and we walked out of school!! chatted and chatted. awww.. it's like i have never stop talking that dayy even i gotta soar throate after screaming!! lols. than reach clementi around 7plus and waited for deardear to come over to fetch me!! hehe . so touched larh cause he actually fetch me everyday ater school. hahahas. dan home sweet homee and relised my foot was injuredd. it was badly injured alrightt.. =(( so this was the reason why i didnt go for the orienatation on 13april which is today. i didnt ponned but my foot was injuredd!! seriously.. hahahs..

if im not wrong.. this is the SHL cheer...

SHL
IS THE BEST
CHECK US OUT
WE PASS OUR TEST
WE SHOUT REALLY LOUD
We PLAY REALLY HARD
IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER WHATS IN THE CARD
WE PLAY TO WIN
DONT PLAY TO LOSE
SHL
THE BEST TEAM TO CHOOSE.


SHL TEAM 4 ROXX =)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

orientation is finally here!! will it be funn???

11/4 [first day of orientation]
i havent been waking up early at around 6 plus for a few months. yea,indeed a few months!! i hardly got up from bed this morning for orientation!! and know what,i havent pack my bag yet.havent got my lappy ready and stuffs.quickly got changed and packed my stuffs and rushed out of house. havent see the bus been so packed in the morning for very longg. sigh.. i missed a few bus so im so late in meeting emily and halim!! so reach woodlands,like woahh!! it was packed with RP-IANS and the bus stand was likee full lahs!! so [me,emily,halim,hannah,jk and irwan] walked to republic polytechnic!!! my foots hurt so muchh pleaseee - having blister all over my foot and i couldnt walkk normally . reach rp and intended to put plaster on my foot but something bad happens. my shoes was spoilt. the base came off.. and i was likee omgg.. what to do now emily?? sighh.. finally thinks of a solution that is to take it off and i look so funny cannn... =(
went into my class and saw many unfimilar faces!! there is this girl which is so friendly larh*. she actually smile to me when i look so lost. like anytime, i will cry or something. she makes me feel much more confortable in that class. hahahs. so started to warmth up like introduce yourself and stuff.afterr that,have a "try" on how our usual lesson would be like!! it was kinda boringgg cann - we did all those presentation!! i was waiting for the time when lesson ended so that i can buy a new shoes. so walked round the causeway point with halim in search oh my shoes. my feet hurts like mad. [thanks halim ] finally bought one and changed itt.. lols.. after that, took the train down to jurong east to meet dearr!! yayy.. thanks dearr..he came over to accompany me home. had our dinner first and than we walked for awhile before going homee.. =)

PS ; know a few friends from my class. yay.. im not so lonely anymore....

Monday, April 09, 2007

happy 17th birthday to myself!! =) and also bibiana[ my camp leaping wolf friend ] =)

i feel so loved by everyone. thanks for not forgetting my birthday and also all your sweet wishes for me . =) feel so touched.... hahahs.

practically, i didnt celebrate with my family nor friends this year. i celebrated my birthday with my beloved deardear. hahas* after meeting him at my house in the late afternoon, it started to drizzle and than heavy rains pours. so i guess this year birthday was rather bad actually !! i falls sick a few days ago and till now i still have not recovered from it. *wonderful birthday * however, happiness will soon covered up those sorrow. we went to causeway points and we watched a movie - meet the robinson !! the show was pretty good. it was not highly recommended but the movie was pretty touching yea- though i didnt dropped any tears. lols. after movie, we went for dinner at seoul garden. i ate a lot i guess since im not full. hahahs. thinks there is worm in my tummy eating all my food away. hahahas. no larh * joking. it was buffet what so im trying to eat as much as i can... hahas. so yupps.. practially, that's all i guesss since not much things has happened. still enjoyed myselff that day. =) hahas* thanks a lot my beloved skinny dear. =P

i feel so loved. seriously.

mostly appreciated by ::

my beloved deardearr !!! (:
estherr jie :],jiaying jie :] , jason, pauline darling :] , julin, emily, hannah, boonchin, maaye,kamal, jiunnie, jinping, weijun korx, weizhou, xiangming, qizhuang, lance, cheeyee, sijia, halim, peihui, jessica, weiboon, wanxin, bibiana, xuezhi, gabriel, lixian, zhaoming, wenjie, enrui[cuzzi frenx], bernstein, leonn, debra, my 4th aunty, my small aunty, melvin[really unexpected] and not to forget Lesden hoe yew jun[who make me remember him for forgetting my birthday], ilham, seryuan, zhiting[my rp friend] .


well..i think that is it.!! guess no more name to be mention unless i forgot to add in. i feel so loved and im 17th now. =)

i feel so loved by everyone.
this is a reply *TAGS* !!!

to : [[ SIJIA ]] , [[ HAN ]] , [[ PEIHUI ]] , [[ JULIN ]] , [[ PAULINE DARLING ]], [[ HALIM ]] and [ JASON ]]


superly thanks for all your sweet wishing!! i feel so touched !! =)

Friday, April 06, 2007

7th april
30 more minutes to my big day. =) im 17th soon.

6thapril
have been watch [[ jiayou jinshun ]] since i woke up!! after that, we went to ang mo kio hub in the afternoon!! woah, wonder why is there so many people over there!! my 4th aunty bought pretty much stuff but i ddint seem to buy any.actually there are some pretty tops which caught my eyes but i did nt buy it in the end. how disappointing!! hahaha. i kept chaning my mind. just couldnt make up my mind. lols. so reach home around 7 and my cousin were already there.so watch channel 5 and went online to play wow again, my life is the same as uaual. the same usual routine [ eat,sleep, tv, wow] sighh.. how boring life is!!!

5thapril
a rather boring thursday!! stayed home and played wow from morning till evening and continued after dinner!! omg.. seriously, wow is much better than maple or any other game!! it was an addictive game in fact but who cares,it was fun!! oh,i killed alliance whose level is much higher than mine!! woots. i earned myself some hornor points finally.lols!! sound like im so pathetic!! hahahhas..

4th april
woke up and having a little headache cause i think i have thinked too much the previous night on where to go the next day thus i couldnt get to sleep!! sigh. so after much thinkingg,still went to bugis afterall since that place is quite cheap for some stuffs and i usually bargain. my dear find me like aunty like that. lols. decided to go to bugis as poly is going to start soon and i need to buy some stuffs!! meet dear at clementi mac and we have our lunch. after that we took the train down to bugis but it was pretty crowded larh*. so shop round and round repeatedly cause i couldnt make up my mind what i actually wanted. what i wanted badly but dear dun let me get it but im alright with it. so in the end, i didnt get to buy anything!! than we walked to the edge..saw that it was on promotion price. buy 1 get 1 free so we decided to get tee each!! ahhas. i stayed at the shop for almost half an hour. i couldnt make up my mind which one i wanted.how embarassing it was that time... we proceed to another shop later on-it was on half price. however, nothing caught my eyes so i ended up rather disappointed.maybe im really too fussy about the things i am getting.im really mafan in facts. hahas.....

3rd april
have a rather vague memory on what had happened that day.i think i went down to dear house in the late afternoon to help him with his pre-amaths online test!!i have forgotten much of it already but still trying my very best to help him!!so st00piid dearr didnt have a calculator so we couldnt continue doing the test any further. so we decided to go out for dinner at some shop nearby his house!! i guess i drank more water than eating food.it was like so super spicy and sourish cause i ate [hot and spicy] but i dunno if they have changed the cook or what!!! hahas. after that, took bus to market there cause he needa buy calculator. after that, we stroll back to my home since we are like so full!! reached home and yea.. i really go wowing till midnight and also too in love with the korea show [jiayou jin shun] ..
oh anyway.. i have to wish jiamin happy 17th birthday. remember during primary school,[jiamin,me,meiting,pauline and minghee birthday all fall on april] we are aries baby!! =)

reluctantly back to blogging since i couldnt play wow during the weekend.this showed why i was away from blogging for so many days!! hahas. wow is not the only reason that make me away from blogging. somehow,i am feeling really lazy to pendown my thoughts. im lazy to think and lazy to type. hahas. months of holidays have made me become too lazy. nevermind. im glad school is going to start soon - my lazyness is going to end in a few days time ...........

it's 3 more days to my birthday =) .
im going 17th soon .
gonna wave goodbye to my 16th !! yupss.
awaiting for my big day..
=)


WINNIE

Monday, April 02, 2007

im pretty lazy to post this few days cann.. i have nothing to post actually!! what a boring usual routine i always have......

FRIDAY
dear came over to my house to do some online amaths + emaths testt for his module!! seem like i have forgotten most of the things i have learnt in secondary lifee!! i can get a simple amaths question wrongg likee woahh... a few months of holiday have made me forget almost 50% of it!!!! lalalas.. as usual.,playedd wow that nightt andd i continue to watch korea drama [ jiayou jin shun ] . i realised i have been addicted to korea and taiwanese drama nowsaday... there's more i wanted to watch badly butt i don't have the time to watch since orientation is going to start soon in 9days time... time really fliess!! another new storyy is going to start soonn..

saturday
after watching [jiayou jinshun],my cousin and i went to one of my cousin house for a swim!!hahas.i wondered how long havent i exercisee!! i cant swim for longg.. didnt have muchh eneergy after rotting at home for months!!sigh..i dun wait for weekends to come anymore!! seem like whenever weekend is here, there will be many things happening... it seems like it is never-ending especially those anger on every saturdays.. it always happens....

sunday
cant help it but i have been lazing on bed for the whole morning!! i guess i have catch a cold after yesterday's swim since it rains heavily while we were still swimming. after i finally get out of bed,i watch [jiayou jinshun] !! hahas. i dunno which i am glued to this drama butt it is a really touching drama alright. i almost cried while watching it cann.. jinshun is so poor thingg cann. =( so played wow with dearr in the night. [nice name u have larh*] - very touched .


it's my day.. 8th april is coming!! =) awaiting for that day to come...


WINNIE