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Thursday, March 29, 2007

will the past remain the past? will memory remain as memory in our heart? will people stay as they are and not be two faced? will things stay as they are?

somehow,i realised that things has not changed at all but the fact is that everyone around has been changing as time passed. changed into someone which i hardly able know ; changed into someone which i hardly able to communicate with ; changed into someone which i dunno how to describe at all ; changed into someone which i hardly able to trust ; changed into someone which when they need help,they will think of you-when they don't,they will dump you into the back of their mind,like you don't exist in their dictionary ; i finally understand that there will never be any true friends around.

has anyone cares about how i feel when you people do this to me?? yea. i believe no one will have the feeling that i have!! i have been tolerating for tons of months. do you people know why i choose not to hate anyone in my life no matter how much i dislike that person?? hating someone is difficultt.the feeling arnt good at all. the word hate will never be in my dictionary.
PS : girls are meant to bitches!! who don't gossip!! [i agree but.. do know your limit ]
if you still choose to hurt my feeling, go ahead-im used to itt!! if you choose to break us up by telling stuffs,[it seems like i have been hearing it repeatedly..im telling you again,DO KNOW YOUR LIMIT of what you are doing again and again!! tolerating has it own limitt.. i have mine too.

i heard from my dear that someone ask him before " is girlfriend or friend more important to you?" and he answered "girlfriend". that someone said " why did you choose girlfriend? you will never find a girlfriend which will last forever but friend will last forever."
i have always believe in that but now..... i ranked you down!!!

SIDE-MESSAGE : NO sorry if i offended anyone... im justing pen-ing down my feelingg i have been keeping inside my heart.. compared your hurt with my hurtt or experience it yourselff..you will understand how i feell and why was i so moody last few months....... =(

WINNIE

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