
Friday, December 29, 2006
yesterday was our 5month (:.
i went down to my mum's workplace to help her and thus i have to apologise to both jiies -
estherr and jiaying for that outing to be postponed.
once i reached there,my mum's mother started scolding me for my fault and i havent been touching anything yet;i only get to have my lunch around 2plus when there was not much people visiting and she started scolding me that i was eating very slowly;my mum ask me to walk down to the supermarket to buy some stuffs and i come back with nothing cause it was out of stock.she started scolding me and said that i dunno how to see and buy;i helpeed her to buy her food and she started saying this and that;zgosh.thiss goess on...... i hated her for goodness sake and actually it's for some reason that i dun like her.i have never wanted to see her there.if i knew she was there,i will never step into my mum workplace for the rest of my life. if my temper was bad, i will start yelling at you for reprimanding me for no good reason and not tolerating it and keep quiet. you think you are dowagerr?? secondly,there is this perosn called ahboy and he simpily loves to pick on me. hey,how gentlemen are u?how understanding are u?i wonder what that girl " " see on u?? you wun understand my life without u expriencing it.it's horrendous.it's very HORRENDOUS. for the 16th years. and u wun understand how much familywarmth i needed when i was been dumpeed when i was 2weeks old. who will understandd??[dearr,u knew how i feel yesterday!!u have always known how i feel cause we are in the similar situation.how i wished u came!! how i wish.... ] ='(woots.daren got the highest point for superstar and he got in to the next round. goodgoodgood (: i have always support him.
today,i was stubbornned and i didnt want to go down to my mum workplace.i dun want to get picked by them.the feeling was not good for the 6hours there.im sorry but im just stubborned.i stayed home and play audition.
♥our lips must always be sealed
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