14/11 - was mugging for amaths paper that morning.went out to meet skinny"pig" for lunch while studying my amaths notes.that is the first time that i dun feel nervous at all for my amaths paper.managed to do quite a few question.just hope n0 more f9 for me.had a talk with cousin and aunty that night.i guess what they had said were pretty right.we have already tried our best and put in all we can for our o level.0ur destiny have already been jotted down.we must be contented with what wee have gott cause we know we tried our very best.reach home and mugg for physics.
15/11 - managed to pull myself out of bed at 430 this morning and mug for physics.g0sh,realised there's lots more to mug than expected. skinny"pig"was also awake at that time.yawns.today paper was super tricky.i just do what i can cause ii screwed everything i guess.2 more paper and here it goes.freedom is back.
My world is back to the initially black and white world.everything and everyone is changing.who can i trust?who will be there to listen to my sorrow?to share my joys?where will the rainbow path be back againn???