Sunday, November 26, 2006
(edited)hey people,im back from hongkong. anyone missed me during the last few days?[just joking people.]
22/11 - check my luggage again before i leave my house.went down to wait for maaye's dad to fetch us to school.then waited for everyone to gather and we boarded the bus.reach airport and we checked in.stroll around the airport with maaye,sherly,weiboon,hannah and jk.then we went to gate 5,waiting to abroad the plane.the flight was fun.fengming kept talking about chemistry where i dun even have any chemistry with chemistry.lols.weekiat and i talk nonstop butt stopped sometimes watching movie.lol.reach hongkong 4 hours later.by the way,it is only 6 over there and it seems as dark and singapore 8 9 oclock.had our dinner at some restaurtant and we had some shopping. (:
23/11 - had our breakfast at some dimsum restaurant
.[that dim sum restaurant attitude was real real bad.they didnt have any manners at all.when they were serving us,they just throw the plates on the table.then when we asked them to refill the water,they anyhow splash the water and it almost hit FM.ohmygod,this kind of attitude,why can HK take over SINGAPORE??singapore attitude is so so so muchh bettter than that pleasS..]then we proceed to many places.i cant remember the itinery but those place seems nice.went to a jewellery shop and bought a bangle for my grandma.hahas.then we went to ladies market.wees.time for shopping again.bought loads of things from there.and bargainning is great though i didnt bargain much i guess.haha.meet up and we went to had our dinner again.as uaul,we went shopping after that.haha.
24/11 - this is the day im waiting for.DINSEYLAND.everyone was separated.im with my dear,jk an han.it was fun actually.haha.took pic,played and shop.haha.the rollercoaster was fun.though it was dark and not that exciting at all.haha.we quee up for the winnie the pooh thingy.okie.it was like just listening to the story.gosh.but it's cute.hahah.bought alot of things from disney.hehe.we were separated from jk and han but we meet up at the golden mickey there.haha.golden mickey was nice.hehe.after that,we walked around and we went to wait for the time to come for the firework.anyway,it was super nice larh.im glad im with him.the feeling was great.disneyland firework brings back the sweetest memory that we had over there. (: then we meet up,had dinner again.ohgosh.im getting restless and tired of eating the same old thing everyday.didnt really have any appitite.lols.after dinner,went shopping with dear jk and han.haha.
25/11 - after breakfast,we had shopping again.bought shirt and blahs.haha.then had our lunch.went back to hotel to grap our luggage and proceed to the airport.well,the tour guide said we can sit together in the plane.im being abandon anyway.standing at the airport,looking blurr,so loney.okie back to it,so i check in with weekiat and samuel.that's e funny part.there's loads of things happening there too.haha.then,in the plane,we were actually separated.non of us sit together.im sitting with some unknown person.yea right.mr teoh ask me to change to the back so sit with weekiat but i didnt wanna move my butt.mr teoh ask weekiat to change to the front but i said dun need.but whatever mr teoh said really happen.woah.lols.reach singapore,the checkout was superslow.and thanks to the someone who help me take my luggage that i cant find it ytd.lol.so dear accompany me home.haha.thanksthanks.
26/11 - IM SORRY.i didnt meant to hurt u with those words.im just trashing things outt.it's not as if i doubt u or i dun trust u at all.IM SORRY DEAR.
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4:30 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
im so glad that o level has ended.freedom is back again.at least i do not need to study everyday for a few months. (:
16/11 - had amaths paper 2 in the morning.was not feeling that well that morning cause having a real bad stomach cramp.lol.paper 2 was more difficult that paper 1.sigh.i think i cant even do the paper except some question.lol.here goes my amaths and physics.[does it show that my result will be the same as prelim?] shrugs*. went for lunch and then went to cc to study history but i went home quite early cause im very tired.real real tired.didnt have any mood to study history after i woke up from my sleep and i slackk and watch tv.sigh.
17/11 - wake up at 7 and i was mugging for my history paper this morning.again,i didnt really have any mood to study.maybe it was due to the last paper.i decided to studied 2 chapter and try my luck.met sto0piid pig and had our lunch and then we continue studying.before exam,i was feeling super nervous.fearing that the chapter that i studied did not come out and i can say goodbye to combined humanlities.haha.the first thing i do when the exam start was to flip to the structure question.phew.what i studied came out.that's super tyco.phew.at least i get a load out of my heart.lols.
oh anyway,all maid are useless.especially the maid that the sto0piid agent gave me.she slack and slack and did nothing.she didnt fetch my sister from school too and she leave her alone at somewhere.that useless stuff is so dangerous.maybe one day she will start killing u or stuffs.so i shall not give her her pay.she is uesless and she dun deserve any pay.oh come on.my sis is onli 7 8 years.l0l.she does not knows what is independent.forget it.not talking about her anymore.she needs to be sent back to where ever she came from.useless stuffs/
So yea.congrat on finishing o level people.
Schedule for myself (:
-hongkong trip.
-have to look for jobs.
-have a haircut.
-have my hair highlight.
-have more shopping spree.
-chalet?
-pri school gathering.
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7:07 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
(edited)14/11 - was mugging for amaths paper that morning.went out to meet skinny"pig" for lunch while studying my amaths notes.that is the first time that i dun feel nervous at all for my amaths paper.managed to do quite a few question.just hope n0 more f9 for me.had a talk with cousin and aunty that night.i guess what they had said were pretty right.we have already tried our best and put in all we can for our o level.0ur destiny have already been jotted down.we must be contented with what wee have gott cause we know we tried our very best.reach home and mugg for physics. 15/11 - managed to pull myself out of bed at 430 this morning and mug for physics.g0sh,realised there's lots more to mug than expected. skinny"pig"was also awake at that time.yawns.today paper was super tricky.i just do what i can cause ii screwed everything i guess.2 more paper and here it goes.freedom is back.My world is back to the initially black and white world.everything and everyone is changing.who can i trust?who will be there to listen to my sorrow?to share my joys?where will the rainbow path be back againn???
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11:30 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
5 m0re days to freedom but i will truely miss those day of studying.let's work hard for the last few papers.jiayousjiayousjiayous.
^ 8/11 -> had our english paper one and two. compo was a disastrous. i chose the wrong question i guess. one word title was not suitable for me.i could not entertain the person with my normal story but hope no grammer mistakes and correct uses of vocab helps. the passage was pretty similar to what we have done before but i just could not remember doing it. o level comphre was alright.managed to understand what the passage was talking about.hope i can pass my english but i dun expect high grades. even if it is just a merely c6 or c5,i will be contented will it. LOL^9/11 -> went down to cc to study.there wasnt much people over there.only those regular customers from clementi town.dots.i was mugging for the next day emaths paper 2,practising those graph,redoing prelim paper or whatever paper i have.say frankly,i just want to score well for emaths cause i screwed paper 1 up and i was real disappointed at myself.dots.so many people came over to cc after their geo paper i guess?i dunno.i dun take geos anyway.dun even know their schedule.LOLLLL.
^10/11 -> as usual,mugging for my emaths that morning.after lunch,went down to meet weekiat to study.learning those shearing and stretching which till now,i still could not understand.then accompany him to kfc to buy his lunch and we went back to school.so yup,it was a little too early so was chit chatting with bc they all.settle down and went for exam.the paper was pretty alright as in i can do those question except some??feel much more relieve when one of the invigilators smile at me.haha.LOL. going home was a nice korea movie.it was a very very touching show okie..the grandma did alot for the little boy although the little boy was super stubborn.the grandma save everything for the child[giving the child food but she starve herself,allowing him to take the shuttle bus home and the grandma walk all the way home.that's about dunno how many kilometres.and even spending all her saving for the little boy,yet the boy does not appreciate.]although the little boy appears to be very very very bad to his grandma,he cares alot for her too. whatever it is,the show just touches me.
so you misunderstand me from the beginning without clarifying and we almost end up quarelling with each other.phew.im sorry but how can u vent your anger on me that day due to your jealousy,your problems or whatsoever and un able to get a a1 for emaths.my heart is very fragile and it breaks whenever it gets hurts or sad.how many time must you hurt me.making me shed so much tears for you?does it worth it??lols.it was such a relieve that everything is over and there will be no more quarelling please. loves.
^11/7 -> cousin came over and fetch my grandma,aunty and i to ghimmoh.grandma needs to visit the chinese doctor.however,it was so coincidence that the chinese medical shop was not opened for 2 days and will resume onli on 12/7.ohgosh.what a wasted trip that we have made.should have stayed home and sleep..lol.so walk around for awhile before going home.oh the way to the carpark,i saw MR CHONG.haha.actually,i didnt saw him at all until he asks me what am i doing here.haha.so has a little chat with MR CHONG and i went home.was mugging for tuesday amaths exam yet i doze off while mugging.lols.woke up,continue mugging but i did physics till late at night.time to start mugginggg forr my last few paperrr....
accept what u are able to do and what you are not able to do
accept the past as past without denying it or discarding it
learn to forgive yourself and als0 forgive 0thers
D0n't assume that it's to0 late t0 get involve.
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11:08 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
o level started yesterday.have my emaths paper 1 and social studies paper.emaths paper 1 was pretty hard cause i cant do some of the question.i guess it was harder than prelim.lolslols.while checking our answer,my answer seemed so differnt from my frens and cousin.ohmygod,i scared that i will fail my emaths.i must worked hard for my paper 2 even though it will be harder than paper 1.jiayous peiwen.
social studies paper was alright.those chapter that mrs gill spotted came out.phew.i studied 5 chapterr but at least 2 chapter came out.social studies paper was easier than i thought or was it that mrs gill prepare us well enough??haha. whatever it is,2 paper down and im not gonna think of it.work hard on others first.lols.
cc have been my study place.have been making trips down to study everyday when i did not overslept..hahaa.
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10:24 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
was studying in the cc yesterday and it was rainning cats and dogs.my seatting was not very good as the rain kept splashing towards me.so i have to change my seat to somewhere else.it was quite fun studying with sotong.haha.sotong,there's a woman eyeing at guys.l0ls.i actually moved back and sat beside him to study.his mum was there to fetch his cousin butt i didnt take a glance of itt. [shyshy] lols.anyway,sotong,i will try to understand the answer and the question myself and not rely on people.lols
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being together for so long,yesterday is the first time that we actually quarelle.it was pretty bad and we actually ignore each other for hours.i am not sure what is the problems that lead to that quarelle but from what i know,this will not going to happen again.the feeling is very very terrible.didnt talked much when darl accompany me home yesterday.we did not talk more than 2 sentences for the rest of the journey.when he started asking me what had happened,i could not answer him a single word as tears is brimming in my eyes.i urge him to go home as i hated him to see me cry.
anyway,u will not be seeing this and even if u see this,i still have to say.
im sorry for treating you so so badly?
im sorry for letting you worry about me.
im sorry for my stooppid attitude towards you.
im sorry for my stubborness.
im sorry that im not a good gf.
thanks for tolerating me.
thanks for giving in to me.
thanks for being so forgiving.'
thanks for being so loving.
thanks for all your encouragement when i feel like giving up.
thanks for supporting me when im worn out.
thanks for everythingg uu have did.(:
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8:10 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i know i should not blogg about this but at least i know where i should go when o level result is out next year. ohwell, i have decided to retake o level again as a private candidate maybe
IF my L1R4 arnt that good which is like >20.
i guess u people will be asking me why i want to retake o level again but there's no course which will interest be anymore.i dun want to go nursing with haobin.he is interested in nursing but im not. i dun want to go MI with a l1r4 of 20. i dun want ........ there's so much dun want i wanted to say. lols.
Most of all,i will still be going to try my o level and put in all my effortt to get good grades.what im saying is all
IFF
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9:33 AM
